Ok so I'm turning to you guys for advice, because I know you all are amazing people.
So I've been going out with this guy for 1 month and 16 days, and I've only spoken to him maybe 3 times since then. He was in my class in 5th grade, and I've liked him since then. But the thing is, I could talk to him for hours without ANY awkwardness at all. But now I can't even have a 30 second conversation without shattering the Awkward-Meter. My friends keep telling me to talk to him, and I really want to, it's just that I'm really shy and it's really hard to talk to him. He's shy too, and we're basically just going to get nowhere. Please help I'm seriously accepting anything. Don't say anything like, "Just buck up and talk to him." That's not helpful AT ALL. I've only got 2 classes with him, and if I could I'd talk to him every single day, all through the classes. But I can't, partially because we'd both get in trouble and mostly because I clam up and don't say anything. And when I do talk to him, I get nervous and either leave, say stupid stuff, or turn around and quit talking. I'm begging you!!!
So I'm kinda bummed out right now. I got Seventeen and teenVogue, and the most recent ones are Dec/Jan issues. THAT MEANS NO NEW MAGAZINES UNTIL FEBRUARY. Uggggggghhhhh. Also, I lost the most recent issue of teenVogue. cross your fingers I find it!
Wow that makes me seem like some clingy, whiny little girl, doesn't it. I'm sorry, I'm not usually like this!!
So this Thursday, I've got this presentation thingy at school, and I have to give a speech. Well, you can imagine how that's going to go. I've gotten better about raising my volume, but I lean to the left, fiddle with stuff, and swing my foot. I get nervous talking to people, and I hate it.
We put up our Christmas tree I think Sunday night! It's so pretty, especially when it's lit up. I'm making most of my gifts this year, so I can continue saving for shtuff.
Well, that's all for today, bye lovlies!
-LizzyBeth
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